January!!!

I have mixed feelings about January. Half of it was cool, and the other half was really like WHAT THE FUCK! Yesterday was Stephanie's birthday, and what happens right before we get to our destination? We get parking tickets at a gas station. At a gas station though. We were parked in handicapped blue, but I swear we were only there for 2 minutes. All of a sudden there's a policeman at my window. Mind you we have illegal drugs and alcohol. I didn't even have time to think about getting searched. Officer said 2 sentences and that was that.Well shit, I'm prone to getting tickets so I figured the violation would be about 30. Nigga come to find out it's $380! Well I don't need to get into detail about my emotions after that. We went on our way to Sunnyvale. Club was weak as shit. A really shitty night. Things could have been worse though so I guess. February, don't let me down!

What Am I?

Day 26

So today was the first day of school. My classes have about 40 people. Okay, my goal this semester is to actually talk to people since now I don't have my friends in all of my classes anymore. I got out of class at 1. Me, Brittney, Christine and Steph went to the mall to eat. Kinda random haha. Dropped off Stephanie at BART and then I went to go make copies of my cousins' key. I don't know why my parents want a copy, they ain't bout to come over haha. So the day I went to Berkeley last week, I didn't get to tell yall, but I was trying on jeans, and damn they was skinny as fuck! Anyhoots, I fucking broke my nail! It was pretty long too =( I tried on them jeans for nothing, hmmph. I wanna watch 'He's Just Not That Into You', it looks funny. My tattoo is healing, it started to peel a couple of days ago. I hope it's all healed by Friday because it's Stephanie's birfday and we is going to the clizzzzub! I haven't been to the club in months, and all of us are going so it should be fun. Yesterday the family and I went to San Jose since my cousin RJ is in town for the week. He's bout to be stationed in Japan (hopefully) ! I think that's tight, we'll have an excuse to go over there and then maybe RJ will find a Japanese Harajuku lover for my other cousin Jerick. With that said, CIYO!

Beating Heart Baby

Ain't she the fucking cutest lil thang?! I saw Aaliyah on Thursday for the first time since she was born! I know, horrible. I burped her and me and CaCa gossiped. Ughh I hate Berkeley, they gave me a ticket, I'm just prone to parking tickets. I guess it was worth it because there's this cute ass dude that's the manager at Buffalo Exchange, oh weee. So on Monday and Tuesday when I went to Daly City, I was able to be on the internet but Thursday night, it bailed on me. All I had was my sk but I didn't bring my charger so I wasn't tryna use it a lot. Well I ended up watching Juno, that Michael Cera guy is adorablely funny. School is starting on Monday, -_- oh the joy. But I'm anxious since I haven't been at school for awhile. I wonder how long our spring break is...I told my brother I got a tattoo, and he's more conservative, I doubt he'd get one. But yaknow, I was reassuring him that at least it means something and he goes yeah it's not a butterfly haha. I haven't seen that nigga in a minute, since the 3rd =/ but he was talking bout how my parents might go visit him in Boston on President's Day weekend, I wanna go too. I was supposed to go to the Napa outlets with my mom, but my mom wanna switch up the plan and shit. So I'm just gonna go to the Cove and kick it with Marie, she said something bout the mall and Target, I'm down like four flats.

"Skin deep like the first tattoo"

Mhmmm. I'm more than satisfied. Rangoon Ricky is a cool dude, Morgan told me that he's kinda mean, like a dad haha. But we hit it off great. An experience I will never forget. Oh, and thanks to my support group Ant, Chat, Morgan, Rheanna and Steph for being there =) Love you bitches.

Official

Too legit to quit.

Pro Nails

Yah, I can't be getting my nails did at the shop, the aftermath is my nails breaking or being hellla thin and short. My mom bought me hella nail polish for Christmas (stocking stuffer). And then I went ahead and bought the white thing brush. This bitch Stephanie Anne be doing some cute ass designs! I ain't even gon lie doe. I tried to like draw a dollar sign and it was not crackin. So I'ma just stick with the lines haha. Right now I'm at the apartment by my lonesome. I used to be scared sleeping here by myself because it's kinda ghetto. After awhile though, it's really not that bad and I'm gonna miss living with my friends. Like I thought about it and we had our own fucking place! This was our home away from home. Now it's hella empty, the only things that are left is my stuff. I need to start moving into my cousin's place but she don't be picking up. I think I'm just gonna end up getting a copy of her mom's key and then I'm going to magically appear. I have to move soon because school starts in less than a weeek! I'm kinda happy since we've been on break for hella long, over a month. Today's plans are to go to the post office, deposit my check and then head to work. Hopefully Marie pulls through with some marijuana so I can get higher than a muthafucka.

Another Again

This has got to be my favorite John Legend song of all time. It has too much truth in it.

"So we did it again
Knowing we should quit it, but we simply won't admit it again
Oh it feels good, it's so good, but I won't do it again
It's so dramatic again
After we go at it, we get mad then we go at it again
Oh I love it, then I hate it, he's my favorite again
I'm wasting time
I can't help it he's so fine
Oh I like his style
And I love the way he talks and I smile
As much as we may try
Can't quite see eye to eye
So in the meantime, I guess we say bye-bye

So we fake it again
I think we're gonna blow it, and we know it
But he's naked again
We get wasted, then he tastes it, then you waste it again
I can't invite him again
'Cause he'll go from a lover to a fighter
And I'll fight him again
So it's over, but I told him to come over again
I'm wasting time
But he's always on my mind
I can't let him go
Oh, he's not the best, but he's all that I know
As much as we may try
Can't quite see eye to eye
So in the meantime, I guess we say bye-bye

So I've got a new friend
I wish I could forget you
But I miss you, wanna kiss you again
He's like you, but he's not you , gotta find you again"

I fly like paper, get high like planes.

Happy 19th birfday Dadrian!
I'm currently sippin on OJ and eating a Seattle's Best pretzel in business class on a boeing 747. I'm going to Los Angeles with my parents for the day. Yup, just the day. We do this all the time. My dad works for United, or should I say workED (he recently retired). Before I used to hate going places, we've been to hella places all over the world and after awhile, even a one hour flight to LA annoyed me. The whole waiting game was just annoying, being stuck at the airport for more than a couple days was annoying. But now I have more appreciation for travelling. With that said:
Leaving On A Jet Plane Remix-Mos Def

Domasdfghjkl (10:53:52 PM): i need some leanne inmy life
I don't blame ya Dom, I don't.

Juicyyy

I thought the movie was really good. I watched it last night with Amanda and Ant. I found out a lot of shit that happened in Biggie's life that I never knew before. The actors/actresses portrayed everyone as how you think they'd really be like. All in all, the best die young.

My Top 5 Fave Biggie Smalls Joints:
5. #!@# You Tonight
4. Another feat. Lil Kim
3. Sky's The Limit
2. What's Beef?
1. Juicy

11:00pm P.S.-I'm fuckin' getting driven to CRAZY! Ahhhhhh =/

I believe

that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together. -Marilyn Monroe
Girrrrl, ain't that tha truth. Oh yeah, Martin L. King Jr.,Happy 80th birthday, I think you'd be excited, inauguration is in 5 days.

Rebel Yell

I can't believe I was playing Guitar Hero until 4 in the morning...for the second time!

Do you have condoms in your room?
Uhh, yeah haha, you do too!
Do you want to see someone right now?
Yes.
What were you doing last night at 11?
Watching the Kings vs. Warriors game.
What's on your shopping list?
Boy, I got a whole list on my sidekick haha. Backpack, shoes, blacktrack, socks, etc.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Post Office, Work, maybe Ashley's party.
Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.
Are you tanned?
I'm brown.
Are you in a good mood?
Yeah.
Do you smoke?
Christmas trees.
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
From time to time.
How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
That's my bitch haha.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Do I believe in karma? No.
Do you have any bruises on you?
Nope.
Do you drink more water or juice?
Water.
Do you know anyone that wants you dead?
Not that I know of, but if there is anybody...FUCK YOU.
When's the last time you had a massage?
At work from Salam, a standing up massage haha.
Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Nah, unless it's really goood.
If someone were to spell your name wrong how would they spell it?
Leeann, Lianne etc.
Next time you will kiss someone?
Who knows?
Are you wearing make-up?
No.
Wearing any bracelets?
Nope.
Do you care what others think about you?
Sure.
Have you ever had a black and white cat?
I don't fuck with cats.
Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes.
How old do you look?
It's been said that I look 20.
Anything you want right now?
No.
Do you have your eye on anyone?
No
Did you have sex today?
No, unfortunately.
Are you in the middle of texting someone?
No.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
At the gym.
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yes
Done anything illegal in the past month?
Yup.
Are you happy with where you are?
Yeah.
What alcoholic beverage did you last consume?
Rossi.
How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
We met in the 6th grade.
Did you kiss or make out with anyone today?
No, unfortunately.
What is something you dislike about your day?
That I woke up at 1:30pm.
Last thing you bought?
Nail polish.
Do you and your friends look anything alike?
I don't think so.
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
Not yet.
Who are you talking to right now?
Nobody.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
Have you talked to your number one?
The last time was yesterday.
Anyone of the opposite sex hurt you emotionally or physically?
Emotionally, I still have love for you though.
Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
Sure.
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Cardellen.
Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
Probably not.
Where did you last sleep besides your house?
Estephanie's house.
Who was the last person besides family that you saw in person?
Estephanie, Jamiel and Royal.
Have you ever been called a bitch?
Yeah, bitch.
What's your favorite movie?
Brown Sugar!
Do you believe everyone has a soul mate?
I don't know, maybe.
Is there a guy that knows everything about you?
Maybe.
What are you most excited about?
Getting a tattoo next week!!!
Have you told anybody you love them today?
No.
Do you fall for people easily?
No, so when I do, it's something serious =)

Carpool...PAID!

It was about 2pm, Morgan had came over like I said. I was telling her how I was planning on going to Buffalo Exchange to make a little moolah. She said she wanted to go so I was like hey sure we'll go to the one in Berkeley. Looking at the time, we was all okay let's call somebody so we can make carpool on the way back. Well, since nobody wanna go with us, Idk why, we're fun people. We pulled out Ms. Penelope the pillow talker. Funniest shit of the weeeeek! Had her strapped in the backseat and everything. I like the BE in Berkeley better than the one on Haight, better stuff and they're much nicer. But nigga, tell me why, walking back to the car...bitchass Meter maids gave me a ticket! For their damn information, I put 48 minutes worth of time, we got there at 3:02, they gave me a ticket at 3:25 wtf is that shit?! That's my third ticket...so uhm, I'll be writing to them. Well anyhoots, made a little bit more cash at Crossroads. Drove carpool all the wayyy, I hope they don't have like body heat censors haha. Treated Morgan out for some Wingstop, saw this nigga baby daddy Brandon hah. Got my thin nail polish at Sally's and headed home. Washed the load and now I'm watching the Lakers play the Spurs, Ginobli just made a buzzer beater 3 -_- Go Lakers though, them my niggaz for life <333

Yo

Fucked with Yo Sushi in Fairfield yesterday, can you say Heaven? I think so. You're starin' at the California Deluxe and Lion Prince...MMMMM. We all order at least 2 orders of sushi and was just hella sharing. Nigga, my plate was never empty! And these hoes left their sushi at my house, and it's with great honor that I finish it for them. Today me and Morgan are supposed to hang out and then I guess I'll probably wash my car since I got nothing else to do. Lots of sunny days. Just a thought, well I'm guessing the riots in Oakland are over but, you muthafuckas are dumb, why you breaking shit, making things worse, MLK Jr. would be PISSED!

Don't trip Chocolate Chip

Here's the finish product! Sloppily sewed but I think it still came out cool. I took a forever 21 hoodie, fucked that shit up and then I topped it off with the Gucci lining to cover up some of the ugly sewing. It took about 3 hours (not straight). Hmm, could I make shit for a living? Maybe...it's either fashion design OR pharmacist...hella different fields. I just don't know! Right now I'm watching Real Chance At Love finale. I want Risky and Cornfed to win! So this whole 2012 situation is quite interesting. Amanda was tryna persuade me to believe in it, can't really say I do. I mean I find it crazy how you know these astronomers, the mayans, Nostradamus and so on predicted all these different things but, 2012 though? It seems too close to be true. I guess well see Decemeber 20, 2012. But if that's the case, I'ma do as much shit as I can!

Figure 4 below, my boy Ant holding the chocolate blunt. Amanda said they just started selling chocolate swishers. And for some reason today, we got pretty loaded, unless it was the tree. I forgot what silly name Anthony called it haha. So it's a go, I'm getting tatted up next weeeek. I hope this Ragoon Ricky fellow is really goood. Morgan said he was a little pricey, so hopefully!

Cakin'

As you can see, Johnny Cupcakes was GO! I met up with Mickey Dee at his work site and then we drove to DC bart. Tell me why there were people in their undies riding bart though? Useless info without pics but yeah! Niggaz in they boxers ladies in their undies. Speaking of undies, I had bought new underoos from Ms. Vicky Secret. I love buying new underwear...anyhoots back to Saturday. We stood in line for about an hour, they were handing out free pizza and cupcakes, felt like a bad fan though since I didn't wear any of his shirts, oh well I stood in line for him so that's love! Took a few photos and made my way back to Daly City. Worked the closing shift and headed to JayR's apartment. I was drunk as fuck and the next day sure proved it. I was yacking in the bathroom and it felt like I was having a baby. Not the best feeling in the world. Well today I plan on staying home since I haven't been for awhile and my parents be getting on me about going out hella...ughh. Figured I'd do a little sewing project that I had in mind. Will post pictures of the finished product later!

AZN

Damn how much more Asian could you get? Bigass rice cooker though. It's for work to cook oatmeal in the morning. Jamba Juice is stepping it up a notch. So I thought this weekend in the city would be boring as fuck since I was going to be at the apartment by my lonesome. BUT, I'm bout to go meet Johnny Cupcakes tomorrow ! Dang, if i knew I was going I woulda sported one of his shirts. Oh well, I'll find somethang else to wear. Well I'ma go watch Sex & The City (movie) because I got nuffin else ta do.

Kings Cup Drunk

First one is El Cerrito High School, my first high school basketball game haha, and I'm in college. It went into overtime so yaknow it was intense. They were playing Salsaian and ended up winning. After dropping of Dadrian, I passed through Rodney's place. It was Ed's birthday and we played Kings Cup. Another first. We were talking in accents and shit and had to say hey before we drank. That was our last round out of 2. Had to put up the street sign fail, upside down though. Baldos was crackinnn', seen people I knew since middle school which was nice. Right now I'm watching True Life: Im in Debt. That muthafuckin sucks, this one girl is in like 20gs of debt! Wtf, how does it get that bad, must be addicted. I'm trying to just buy stuff that I really need right now because I don't want to be wasting money. I remember working at Party America and I earned like almost 10gs, where did that go to. Hmmm, I need to talk to an advisor because I wanna figure out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life by sophomore year. So I'm working all weekend, I need to make friends in Daly City cuz I don't be doing shit after work. Pineapple Express is so funny, I watched it again. And so should you. Nights.

Cupcake No Fillin'

I wanna go! You get to meet Johnny Cupcakes AND eat pizza for tha freeezer!

Lakers 28-6

The Warriors were coming back for a minute, but FAIL for them. Lakers is just too raw. I wanna go back to see them play here again in February. Although we were in the 200s, we could see pretty good. Enjoyed an overpriced hot dog and halfass garlic fries. Tomorrow I'm going to Baldos with Dboy, we bout to fuck that shit up!

BORED.

can it be 7:30 already, I'm getting tired of waiting around for this basketball game haha.

The FreakyTales Begin...

Morning blog because I'm up. I just had a struddle, damn that shit is delish. So this came in the mail this morning. Yes, tickets to my first basketball game with my favorite team, none other than the LOS ANGELES LAKERS! It's not that I dislike the GSW, it's just I'm not a fan, boo me. I'm contemplating what to wear since I don't to get yelled at cuz I know there be some diehard Warrior fans. So I have a dentist appointment at 11:30. I fucking hate the dentist, day ruiners when they say those four little words "you have a cavity". FUCK YOU. But afta that, I'm going out to eat with my best friend Brian! I hella miss him, I can't remember the last time I saw him =/ I know that's what happens after high school, you just see people less and less. Except your best friends, you make time for them. We're going to eat at Sonics, yums. I'll probably blog again later. Time to hit the showder.

The fuck did I tell yall, dentists=killjoys. I gotta go back there on Tuesday. Mmmm, I ordered that Bacon Chicken Sandwich at Sonics, hella goood, and I think all their slushes are good too. After Sonics we went to Concord Mall. I wondered if I was going to see anyone I knew or not and I did. We saw Leslie and John at H&M. Happens everytime. Left the mall and came back to the casa and played Guitar Hero World Tour, my new favorite game. And then Brian tried to get me photoshop, it's in process right now. I hope it works cuz that shit is fun.